what am i doing with my life
how is it that all of my weakest emotional points have been attacked the past couple days. i am so fucking insecure and depressed already. i can’t handle this. i really can’t. it is so difficult trying to want to be alive.
wow it’s so much fun when my family is extremely critical about my appearance
thanks guys that really helps me with everything that’s already going on
I’m numb and I don’t want to be in this town anymore. I’m here and it reminds me of my old life and I just can’t do this. I feel trapped, I feel sad. I just want to go home.
I love my girlfriend so damn much. She makes everything better.
I will be on a plane back home in just two hours. :)